Wow, I haven't updated this thing in forever! It's funny that once you find the beginning of the answers you're seeking from elsewhere, and learn to find them from within, you forget where you originally got them. Now that I have more questions, I'm back again...

Okay, so maybe it's more sad than funny, but, eh, whatever, I have a dark sense of humor.

I've been dating this wonderful person for almost a year now and their openness is making me question things I thought (wrongly) I just had to learn to deal with, so now I'm questioning myself again. It's amazing that I could put myself at risk of losing every friend and family member I've ever had to change my gender to those around me, yet I can't accept the most private and intimate of things about me.

Hell, I don't even understand what's going on in my own head.

Tags: sexuality
Current Mood: confused